Tonite Will Always Be Tonite

The silly feeling inside...the tightness of surrounding air...the steep falls into winding endless black dark mysterious bottom...hanging...lost...overwhelmed by contradicting mixed and unknown entities pulsating to the core of guts and sanity...I feel like clinging at the end of raging waterfall...to fall or not to fall...

Quoting from the ever famous William Shakespeare:

"All the world a stage and all the men and women merely actors. They have their exit and their entrances and one man in his time play many roles"

Life...I love it too much that I willing to endure the twisted journey ahead!

What is so Special About 18th January

I met two (2) friends with same birthday date, that falls on 18th January but different years and gender. Today on 18th I managed to get my broadband line connected after berhempas pulas starting 12th January nak ngaturnya...macam2 crita sampey ada orang madah kenak blacklist Celcomlah...sekali tek simple jak masalahnya, aku sik congfigure filename and bla bla bla la beberapa benda ya.hahahaha maklumlah IT fail. Pada hari tok juak crita Cinta Balkis ya tamat! At last setelah brapa lamak aku terseksa kenaknya.

Hopefully after this rajin sikit aku nak update blog tok maklumlah sikda alasan nak malas lagik.

Lazy Monday

Huh...truly and well said LAZY MONDAY. I hate Monday sebab perasaan malas and sayang dengan bantal ya terlampau membuak-buak, lagiklah dengan krismas and New Year just at the corner. Holiday season! malas ya bertambah dahsyat...tuhan jak tauk. Arggggggggghhhhh! terpaksa juak keja sebab survival untuk terus hidup. perggghhhh malas.

NEW YAER IS APPROACHING.....!

Tengah hari Jemat tok sik balit kedirik di opis, kata nak molah keja last-last update blog and facebook...hahahaha. Sungguh sik tetap iman. But anyway siap juak apa yang patut dipolah, meanwhile keja nok lain ya KIV lok sebab boss sikda hehehehe....

A lot of things happened these few months. Office works, datelines and so forth, iboh katalah, muntah mun mikir. Hemmm I'm planning to go somewhere and release all the stress, i think i already know where....in my house in front of the tv with lots and lots of junk foods...ya jak mampu kay.

New Year is approaching...all around the world people seem's to be highly effected by it, WHY? I do not understand...maybe its time to be with your love one (family, friends, relatives and neighbors) nevertheless we always welcomes the new year. Alhamdullillah aku diam dalam negara and negeri aman damai macam Sarawak, Malaysia. Apa-apa sambutan dapat dilaksanakan dengan meriah tanpa rasa takut atau terancam. Hopefully the peace and tranquility last for thousands and thousands of years.

Where do I go from here...? That is the question of being and existence - the gist of my existence, the performance millage, the matrix of achievement/accomplishment (along the temporary journey we call life). Theoritical and philosophical view on life - does it really change with the maturity or the child in us always lurks behind, acts as the shadow of sanity when we become insane.

Why do we need to continue dreaming? I'm a dreamer supporter, because with dream comes ambitions and entwine with it is hope and prayer that push us to live. The true challenge in life is confronting all the enticing material gain and fame (getting it and still coming out smelling nice).

Brainstorming 5S Documentation

10.11.09 (Selasa) Hari tok gago setengah hari dgn brainstorming dokumentasi untuk 5S. Best juak skali-skala disc mcm tok, mcm2 idea and pe'el ado. Tapi yang penting keja siap kay.

Post Holiday...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri....masih belum terlambat sebab bulan syawal hanya akan berakhir esok 14.10.2009. Lamak sik ngabas blog...rindu rasanya. Semenjak duak menjak line sik bagus tok aku pun malas nak masuk internet...but since sik brapa busy hari tok aku ngabas balit ler blog aku tok...

Tahun tok aku raya di kampung mak...nun jauh di Niah, Miri. Tema raya aku taun tok beraya di jalan raya...tapi puas hati walaupun lelah. Yang sik bestnya pada hari aku terpaksa turun kerja time ya aku kenak flu (bukan H1N1 kay...tapi sebab lelah belum habis). Gambar raya dikampung aku belum sempat nak upload lagik nanti2 lah bila dah senang sikit.

Balit2 dari cuti terus ngatur persiapan untuk Majlis Ramah Tamah Aidilfitri Bersama YAB Pehin Sri Ketua Menteri Sarawak Peringkat Bahagian Betong pada 05.10.2009. Alhamdullilah semua berjalan dengan lancar. Rami juak orang datang. Cun-cun kenak time makan tengah hari, so ramilah tetamu yang lapar. Juadah pun kelas juak hari ya...Nak ambik kesempatan tok merakamkan jutaan bilion-bilion terima kasih dgn semua pihak yang terlibat sama ada langsung ataupun tidak langsung.

Trip to Seduku Ili, Sri Aman

02.09.09 (Rabu) Hari tok aku mintak excuse boss, sebab nak membayar hutang piutang sebelum duit abis k raya. So as usual gi ke Sri Aman lah, kedong AA kmk orang pegi sia juak so mintak belas kasihan menumpanglah (save duit minyak hahaha) rami2 kmk orang pegi, AO Roni ada AO Crispin sekali...meriah lah gitu. Rancangan cak-cak 2010 hahaha.

First time aku gi Lingga, selalu nanga namanya jak. So the macam dalam filem zaman 1940an ke 1960an mun sikda satelit Astro dengan kompresor AC tang ada jak terjuir di luar2 rumah memang real lah...sesuai mun nak dijadikan lokasi pengambaran filem "suatu ketika". Pas ya kmk orang ekot AA Nyuwynn ke Seduku Ili (rumah panjang) jumpa Tr. Tuntun. Tr. Tuntun tok terkenal dengan hasil kerja ukiran Burung Kenyalangnya. Untung juak orang pandey tangan tok...loaded wooo...tapi lelahlah. Ne ada kejayaan tanpa usaha betol sik...

Dalam jam 6.30 macam ya baruk sampey balit ke Betong...tapi nang best lah trip ya...dapat pegi tempat yang aku sik pernah pegi...nasib bait numpang tek nak.